Wednesday, November 6, 2013
Monday, October 7, 2013
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
Fml
Just that boring man I shouldn't had man everything I do also u say I control everything I give just that little amount of slack you wan more your wing grows to be harder u wan more when will you be satisfied when you wanna treat me this manner I rather u find other people I hate all this just asking things to be worked out I'm being boring issit that boring when someone doesn't comply to you n u have to keep emphizing on it repeatly until she's really bored n tired of it ? I wonder to myself u are really asking for too much I can't keep up so if u really love me understand if not u may just leave me since u want me to not care and stop asking for this n that I will get everything only when I have the extra cash dont have means dont have stop stressing me your dads rich I'm poory family is so dont judge me don't thing of me as a loser if u wan there so many other options out there you don't have to put up with me I already see that coming just have to brace myself for that moment only too realistic too and I meant toooooo fml.... Either u love me or u don't that's all u need to do
Saturday, August 31, 2013
what i should do
1. Girls don’t always know what they want.
2. Say something sweet, she likes it. This is one of the best things that you guys should always remember doing, as often as you could especially when she’s not in the mood. A little appreciation about how good she is looking in your date and when she smells great is something that would put a smile on her face even just for a while and would soon ease the tensions within her.
3. Girls always think that they could look better, so guys should inform them of their beauty.
4. Never compare her to other women, even your own mom.
5. Girls try to hint at what they want from guys, they don’t like to say it.
6. A guys girlfriend wants to be the only hand that he wants to hold.
7. If girls flirt with their guy friends in front of their boyfriends, it usually doesn’t mean anything except that they’ve been friends with that guy longer then you have been their boyfriend. Don’t get offended.
8. If a girl wants to meet a guys family, let them. It means they care.
9. When a girl will ditch her friends to hang out with a guy, its a big deal.
10. Girls don’t like to like guys that aren’t over their ex-girlfriends.
11. Girls don’t like to talk about ex’s.
12. If you call a girl “Hot” it doesn’t mean anything.
13. When a girl doesn’t feel good, she doesn’t talk much.
14. If a girl is mad at her boyfriend, she doesn’t want to say anything about it, she just wishes he’d know.
15. When girls don’t want to talk about their ex-boyfriend, shes probably not completely over him.
16. If a girl will sit by her boyfriend’s friends, she really cares about him.
17. When a guy still loves a girl at her worst look, it lets her think that he is sincere about her.
18. Girls love surprises and gifts especially during important occasions. A girl may expect something from her boyfriend but that doesn’t mean she’s a gold digger.
19. Girls love to cuddle!
20. If a girl will be a guys girlfriend, she really likes him.
21. All girls flirt, some don’t mean it.
22. Girls like it when guys ask advice from them. This action just shows that you trust her, and that she’s someone you can count on.
23. Girls already know the truth even before they ask you. So be careful guys.
24. If a girl likes a certain item of clothing that her boyfriend wears, he should wear it more.
25. When girls write guys notes, that guy should keep them.
26. If a guy remembers something important to a girl that she said and he brings it up later, it makes that girls feel special.
27. Girls want a guy to prove that there not all the same.
28. If a girl admits that she misses a guy, she really does.
29. Girls hesitate to fall in love because they always assume they’ll get hurt. Prove to your girl you won’t hurt her.
30. Girls feel flattered if a guy would greet him first in their special occasions (e.g. monthsaries, anniversaries, etc.) because a guy tend to be forgetful.
31. Girls love it when guys say sweet things in front of their friends, but understand if they don’t.
32. If a girl tells a guy she was talking about him with her friends, its always about something good.
33. She doesn’t expect you to read her mind; she wants you to ask her.
34. Sometimes, girls test guys to see how they’ll react.
35. If a guy knows a girl isn’t over her ex-boyfriend, don’t call her out on it, show her how much better you are.
36. Girls love to be stared at sometimes. Looking straight in her eyes tells something, this melts her heart especially when she is attracted to you.
37. Girls like guys who can protect her.
38. If a girl really wants to be with a guy, she’ll make sure it happens.
39. Girls don’t like too flirty guys. Flirting with a lot of girls simply means you’re not a one-woman-man; remember that actions speak louder all the time.
40. If a girl is still in love with someone else, they will never say anything bad about them.
41. When a girl slow dances with her boyfriend in the kitchen, with no music on, thats when he knows she’s in love with him.
42. Girls sometimes think if you love them more than you love your exes. And sometimes conclude that you are still not over with your last ex-girlfriend.
43. Changing for the better will let her stick with you. It simply means that you want to grow with her inside the relationship you are building.
44. Girls are more observant than guys think.
45. When girls say NO, it only means keep trying. Girls are inconsistent, especially when deciding for their guy’s interests.
46. When you meet your girlfriend’s mom and she says she’s heard a lot about you, trust her.
47. Girls love to be spoiled. They sometimes have this childish part of them that really comes out especially when they want something really badly.
48. If a girl lays her head on her guys chest and just listens to his heartbeat, she’s listening to see if it will tell her what he’s thinking.
49. Be protective, but not too much. She likes it when you care for her, but not to the point of choking her at times.
50. Girls think too much.
51. When girls say nothing is wrong, shes lying. Everything is wrong.
52. If a girl’s heart has been shattered, she’ll be hesitant to talk about her problems to a guy at first.
53. Sharing your future family plans is important to her. This is your chance to show her how serious you are, especially when you are ready to have a family with her.
54. If a girl dumps a guy because she thinks she can’t make him happiest, that’s love.
55. Girls feel insecure with their boyfriend’s ex-girlfriend.
56. Girls like to be called beautiful all the time. Complimenting how she looks is a big deal for her, telling her how beautiful she is more than enough.
57. Girls love it when guys say they love something about them, like their smile.
58. Girls are good detectives. Some just does not open it up with their boyfriend.
59. Knowing her likes and dislikes is cool for her. This means that you are that interested to get to know her better and to make ways to make her happy.
60. Girls love romantic guys. Kiss her under the rain and in front of your family and friends, it’s not that hard.
61. If a girl wants you to be with her, you’ll know it.
62. If you break a girls heart, she’ll never be the same.
63. When a girl holds a guys hand, she never wants to let it go.
64. Never underestimate the feelings a girl has for her boyfriend.
65. If a girl really loves you, she won’t be able to see anything bad about you.
66. Girls are sometimes drama queens, but you are not allowed to call her that. It would make the whole situation worst, just go with the flow and be the man she needs for the moment.
67. If a girl thinks you’ll judge her for something, she’ll never open up to you fully.
68. When a girl tells you about things she loves, like staring at stars or listening to the rain, shes falling for you.
69. Girls adore guys who don’t only think about sex.
70. It hurts girls to dump guys.
71. If a girl really cares about a guy, you can see it in her eyes.
72. Girls can flirt with every guy around, but at the end of the day, she’ll be watching the sun set with the one she truly loves.
73. If a girl tells you a secret, don’t ever let it go.
74. When girls hear about their boyfriend bragging about the little things, like watching tv together, it makes them appreciate him more.
75. Girls hate it when guys ignore them.
76. Girls never touch guys by accident.
77. Hugging her without a reason is a very sweet thing for her, especially when you do it surprisingly.
78. When a girl asks a guy what their thinking, they really do care.
79. First rule when you enter her life, never cheat! You would want to think twice before getting involved with two girls at the same time. It’s just whether one girl would stick with you, or both girls would slap and make the hell out of you, so be sure that you are really a good guy when you are looking for a good girl.
80. Girls love special things especially when it’s given as a surprise. Do something special for her sometimes. Doing something like giving her flowers and stuff toys just for no reason would make her day very important and worth remembering. Making girls feel exceptional would make them feel good about themselves as and will take away some of their insecurities as well.
81. Girls look at the other girls that their boyfriend is with as their enemy.
82. Girls hate it when their guy friends make fun of their boyfriend.
83. Try to be interested with her interests. Girls would really appreciate a guy who makes an effort to blend-in with her hobbies.
84. Make time for her. The time that you give her is very important for her, and as much as possible any disturbances should not be an option for you or else she will feel taken for granted.
85. If a girl hates someone, her boyfriend should probably not talk to them.
86. A good way to make a girl mad is not trust her when she’s being honest.
87. Walk her home after a date, she wants to feel safe. Even if girls do not say it, they want to be walked safely to their homes. Doing this as a gentleman would be a very big thing, especially for girls who just observing you if you can really take care of them.
88. Girls love it when the guy doesn’t take long to reply and keep the conversation going.
89. Girls want to feel that your proud of having them. They may not tell you but sometimes they want you to show them off to your family and friends.
90. Treat your girl right, or someone else will.
91. If a girl laughs at a guys every joke, she likes him.
92. Don’t make her say something repeatedly. This manner would really pick something on girls, and if you keep on asking her about something for the 3rd and 4th time, it just shows and means that you are not interested and not listening carefully to what she is talking about.
93. Girls know when a guy is lying.
94. Girls are way too forgiving. Don’t take advantage of it.
95. If a girl says your important to her, its true.
96. When girls hold their boyfriends tight, they never want to let that moment go.
97. Girls remember little things the most.
98. When a girl is being serious, listen to her.
99. When guys tell something meaningful, girls treasure it. Your evocative words that catch girl’s attention would really last a lifetime in their hearts.
2. Say something sweet, she likes it. This is one of the best things that you guys should always remember doing, as often as you could especially when she’s not in the mood. A little appreciation about how good she is looking in your date and when she smells great is something that would put a smile on her face even just for a while and would soon ease the tensions within her.
3. Girls always think that they could look better, so guys should inform them of their beauty.
4. Never compare her to other women, even your own mom.
5. Girls try to hint at what they want from guys, they don’t like to say it.
6. A guys girlfriend wants to be the only hand that he wants to hold.
7. If girls flirt with their guy friends in front of their boyfriends, it usually doesn’t mean anything except that they’ve been friends with that guy longer then you have been their boyfriend. Don’t get offended.
8. If a girl wants to meet a guys family, let them. It means they care.
9. When a girl will ditch her friends to hang out with a guy, its a big deal.
10. Girls don’t like to like guys that aren’t over their ex-girlfriends.
11. Girls don’t like to talk about ex’s.
12. If you call a girl “Hot” it doesn’t mean anything.
13. When a girl doesn’t feel good, she doesn’t talk much.
14. If a girl is mad at her boyfriend, she doesn’t want to say anything about it, she just wishes he’d know.
15. When girls don’t want to talk about their ex-boyfriend, shes probably not completely over him.
16. If a girl will sit by her boyfriend’s friends, she really cares about him.
17. When a guy still loves a girl at her worst look, it lets her think that he is sincere about her.
18. Girls love surprises and gifts especially during important occasions. A girl may expect something from her boyfriend but that doesn’t mean she’s a gold digger.
19. Girls love to cuddle!
20. If a girl will be a guys girlfriend, she really likes him.
21. All girls flirt, some don’t mean it.
22. Girls like it when guys ask advice from them. This action just shows that you trust her, and that she’s someone you can count on.
23. Girls already know the truth even before they ask you. So be careful guys.
24. If a girl likes a certain item of clothing that her boyfriend wears, he should wear it more.
25. When girls write guys notes, that guy should keep them.
26. If a guy remembers something important to a girl that she said and he brings it up later, it makes that girls feel special.
27. Girls want a guy to prove that there not all the same.
28. If a girl admits that she misses a guy, she really does.
29. Girls hesitate to fall in love because they always assume they’ll get hurt. Prove to your girl you won’t hurt her.
30. Girls feel flattered if a guy would greet him first in their special occasions (e.g. monthsaries, anniversaries, etc.) because a guy tend to be forgetful.
31. Girls love it when guys say sweet things in front of their friends, but understand if they don’t.
32. If a girl tells a guy she was talking about him with her friends, its always about something good.
33. She doesn’t expect you to read her mind; she wants you to ask her.
34. Sometimes, girls test guys to see how they’ll react.
35. If a guy knows a girl isn’t over her ex-boyfriend, don’t call her out on it, show her how much better you are.
36. Girls love to be stared at sometimes. Looking straight in her eyes tells something, this melts her heart especially when she is attracted to you.
37. Girls like guys who can protect her.
38. If a girl really wants to be with a guy, she’ll make sure it happens.
39. Girls don’t like too flirty guys. Flirting with a lot of girls simply means you’re not a one-woman-man; remember that actions speak louder all the time.
40. If a girl is still in love with someone else, they will never say anything bad about them.
41. When a girl slow dances with her boyfriend in the kitchen, with no music on, thats when he knows she’s in love with him.
42. Girls sometimes think if you love them more than you love your exes. And sometimes conclude that you are still not over with your last ex-girlfriend.
43. Changing for the better will let her stick with you. It simply means that you want to grow with her inside the relationship you are building.
44. Girls are more observant than guys think.
45. When girls say NO, it only means keep trying. Girls are inconsistent, especially when deciding for their guy’s interests.
46. When you meet your girlfriend’s mom and she says she’s heard a lot about you, trust her.
47. Girls love to be spoiled. They sometimes have this childish part of them that really comes out especially when they want something really badly.
48. If a girl lays her head on her guys chest and just listens to his heartbeat, she’s listening to see if it will tell her what he’s thinking.
49. Be protective, but not too much. She likes it when you care for her, but not to the point of choking her at times.
50. Girls think too much.
51. When girls say nothing is wrong, shes lying. Everything is wrong.
52. If a girl’s heart has been shattered, she’ll be hesitant to talk about her problems to a guy at first.
53. Sharing your future family plans is important to her. This is your chance to show her how serious you are, especially when you are ready to have a family with her.
54. If a girl dumps a guy because she thinks she can’t make him happiest, that’s love.
55. Girls feel insecure with their boyfriend’s ex-girlfriend.
56. Girls like to be called beautiful all the time. Complimenting how she looks is a big deal for her, telling her how beautiful she is more than enough.
57. Girls love it when guys say they love something about them, like their smile.
58. Girls are good detectives. Some just does not open it up with their boyfriend.
59. Knowing her likes and dislikes is cool for her. This means that you are that interested to get to know her better and to make ways to make her happy.
60. Girls love romantic guys. Kiss her under the rain and in front of your family and friends, it’s not that hard.
61. If a girl wants you to be with her, you’ll know it.
62. If you break a girls heart, she’ll never be the same.
63. When a girl holds a guys hand, she never wants to let it go.
64. Never underestimate the feelings a girl has for her boyfriend.
65. If a girl really loves you, she won’t be able to see anything bad about you.
66. Girls are sometimes drama queens, but you are not allowed to call her that. It would make the whole situation worst, just go with the flow and be the man she needs for the moment.
67. If a girl thinks you’ll judge her for something, she’ll never open up to you fully.
68. When a girl tells you about things she loves, like staring at stars or listening to the rain, shes falling for you.
69. Girls adore guys who don’t only think about sex.
70. It hurts girls to dump guys.
71. If a girl really cares about a guy, you can see it in her eyes.
72. Girls can flirt with every guy around, but at the end of the day, she’ll be watching the sun set with the one she truly loves.
73. If a girl tells you a secret, don’t ever let it go.
74. When girls hear about their boyfriend bragging about the little things, like watching tv together, it makes them appreciate him more.
75. Girls hate it when guys ignore them.
76. Girls never touch guys by accident.
77. Hugging her without a reason is a very sweet thing for her, especially when you do it surprisingly.
78. When a girl asks a guy what their thinking, they really do care.
79. First rule when you enter her life, never cheat! You would want to think twice before getting involved with two girls at the same time. It’s just whether one girl would stick with you, or both girls would slap and make the hell out of you, so be sure that you are really a good guy when you are looking for a good girl.
80. Girls love special things especially when it’s given as a surprise. Do something special for her sometimes. Doing something like giving her flowers and stuff toys just for no reason would make her day very important and worth remembering. Making girls feel exceptional would make them feel good about themselves as and will take away some of their insecurities as well.
81. Girls look at the other girls that their boyfriend is with as their enemy.
82. Girls hate it when their guy friends make fun of their boyfriend.
83. Try to be interested with her interests. Girls would really appreciate a guy who makes an effort to blend-in with her hobbies.
84. Make time for her. The time that you give her is very important for her, and as much as possible any disturbances should not be an option for you or else she will feel taken for granted.
85. If a girl hates someone, her boyfriend should probably not talk to them.
86. A good way to make a girl mad is not trust her when she’s being honest.
87. Walk her home after a date, she wants to feel safe. Even if girls do not say it, they want to be walked safely to their homes. Doing this as a gentleman would be a very big thing, especially for girls who just observing you if you can really take care of them.
88. Girls love it when the guy doesn’t take long to reply and keep the conversation going.
89. Girls want to feel that your proud of having them. They may not tell you but sometimes they want you to show them off to your family and friends.
90. Treat your girl right, or someone else will.
91. If a girl laughs at a guys every joke, she likes him.
92. Don’t make her say something repeatedly. This manner would really pick something on girls, and if you keep on asking her about something for the 3rd and 4th time, it just shows and means that you are not interested and not listening carefully to what she is talking about.
93. Girls know when a guy is lying.
94. Girls are way too forgiving. Don’t take advantage of it.
95. If a girl says your important to her, its true.
96. When girls hold their boyfriends tight, they never want to let that moment go.
97. Girls remember little things the most.
98. When a girl is being serious, listen to her.
99. When guys tell something meaningful, girls treasure it. Your evocative words that catch girl’s attention would really last a lifetime in their hearts.
Tuesday, August 20, 2013
My life is fucked up I can't find the point of living anymore nth I could do to make you understand me I had tried so hard n yet the outcomes still the same when will you understand me when will you reliase all this that I'm doing it nv seem to be enough for you I guess I can't give you what you wan I just a failure in life in studies in every thing I'm totally good for nth I can't wait to die now because I don't find a meaning in life anymore
Thursday, August 1, 2013
It's a sin
I'm sorry that I can't provide I'm such a loser I really am guess it really a sin to be poor. I some how knew all this would matter already but no choice I really suck as. Boy friend sorry
I guess time it's up for me money can't buy me happiness but certainly it does . I'm sorry for myself n sorry to you
I guess time it's up for me money can't buy me happiness but certainly it does . I'm sorry for myself n sorry to you
Friday, July 5, 2013
In peace
Only when someone's dead then people will understand it I left notes in my phone notes do read it
Saturday, June 22, 2013
Help me!!
Please I need help I don't know what to do anymore I'm lost I am afraid this will happen again maybe worst help I really feel like killing myself already I had been an ass recently but I don't deserve this and about Instagram I just don't feel loved anymore I really don't your friends are posted there while I'm spending so much time with you I'm not I just don't feel the need of being alive anymore I not that I wanna control you I just don't feel you anymore really look at how happy u were posting pictures with me now I come to think of it I have to remind you post pic of us it's like forcing totally not cool no more already I'm very sad n dissappoint I had come to a point where I don't feel a need of being alive anymore why am doing this i had kept to my words not all of it but most of it do u really want to really see me lying flat on the ground with a smashed body then you will treasure every single little things I do for you ??? Really? I tried to bring my wall of not trust tearing is down so that I can have a better relationship with you but apparently it's not comin down so soon yet ok afraid I'm scare I'm scare to lose everything n afraid of stuff repeating again what am I suppose to do I have so much insecurities so much stress whose there to understand what I'm truly facing I wish someone was really there for me n hope I can do the same ... I'm confuse I just feel like running away from the world there's too much for me to handle too much I had been trying to stay strong hope everything will be better but I guess I was wrong I dunno how to handle all this... Me being possessive making me think alot but I see you trying but it's always half way n I have to remind you again you have a boyfriend that treasures you so much will you understand everything his done for you he appreciated you and his also afraid to lose you and he doesn't want anyone to bully or flirt around with you he just wants you to be true to him honesty comes trusts and loyalty that's what I had been keepin up honesty maybe not that much but his been halfway there already so is the trust but loyalty had always been there I had nv try to touch other girls or anything I really didn't I talk to them but I'm not touchy n when u ask me not to trust you anymore I'm just feel like you are giving up n I too should just go I dun understand why has this gotta happen what's wrong what had I done so wrong that I deserve this treatment maybe it's totally different intention but seriously I really really hate being lied to had said it once I won't say it again one more time I'm really going without a doubt or a word I just go promises are broken y should I keep to mine right ? I tried to reason all my thoughts out already so that I hope you would understand how I'm feeling but been forgotten n thrown into so far far away land you said no but really touch your heart what's going on in your mind what do u really wan you wan to be happy with me or u wan me to share you with everyone (as in being equal or are we more like a couple then any other ordinary friends ?) I hope I could be bang by something accidents happen to me so that I can tell your true colours actually I already know I just don't wanna accpet the fact I'm still hope for everything to turn back well n being so loved tgt I want this to last not blast ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ why oh why have my family have to become like this I would have such good life if not for so I'm trying to manage everything from scratch I'm learning I wan to make a wonderful life for my family next time and I really want to be happy with the one I'm gonna live long till my hair turns white n me lying in the coffin at the day of my times without any regrets in life I really want it let me understand you please please stop thinking doubt yourself and think for me too please I'm thinking of you every single times without fail hoping that you are okay over there hopin that I won't lose you everything you ask me not to be afraid but I'm really afraid I just can't help it I'm wishing that you will help me
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Weeew
I'm sorry I'm learning to keep my emotions to myself so that you won't have to be angry or sad over my emotions I know it's kinda annoying because I act like a kid sometime but thank you for being there for me because you are the best thing that ever happen to me n I love you in many ways for all this just that my emotions always have to Get the best of me I'm learning to conquere them let me kill them alright love you
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
I really need you to show it ... You been acting kinda strange this few weeks and it makes me wonder if you really want this or not.... I don't know how you feel about me anymore I just wish that everything was back to how it all start and sweet from the start I want you to tell me how you feel about this now I have given my all already I really gave my all and I don't wanna give up to this like that I really don't and I'm not assuming I just feel that you are bored of this
Friday, May 3, 2013
I have seen too many
Haven seen too many couples breaking up when the other party goes clubbing and I really don't wish to see all this come to an end just like that just hope you could understand me ... Honesty , loyalty and trust I have given you all so don't break that I have given you ... Thanks for being there for me in times of need I really couldn't done it without you I would just be another rotten potato but you brighten up my life and I'm thankful for that... Time really flies when I'm with you and I hope that all you and me are doing is to make our life's better in the future no stress I will still love you like in your dream you told me that's how much I would do for you and I'm serious about it you can call me stupid but that's me ... I love you
Sunday, April 21, 2013
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I know that words won't mean anything now... I had always been asking too much from you and even though I can see you trying hard at it but I wouldn't stop and appericate how great I am to have but instead I asked for more I am always asking so much not giving you your private space now I learn it you want a healthy relationship you really not only need to keep trying but also cut some slack for the other party not to stress them out screw my insecurities I'm stopping all this because I love and must give trust to you ... I'm sorry I'm coming over now
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Too fast too furious
How did we even end up like this ... Walkin away just because we can't overcome small problems? Is that how much we love each other ? Is that what we told each other to not leave anyone ... Is that how we clap ? Happy times crazy times sad memories but ultimately I had the best time of my life spent with you it's all happening too fast no idea how it happen... I cried so what it's just as painful still as if I was stab with a knife to my heart .... I want to hold on but I think it up to you to decide if you want this or not... I am sorry for not making you happy enough with me
Thursday, April 11, 2013
here the reason why im complete
lets just say it because i found someone special and i am truly grateful for it.. even though there are ups and downs but at least we are still fond of each other ... i might not be the best but all i am working for it just to have a great time with you... i really am working for it give me your trust alright no more sorries from me just this little promise will do i will make you smile as long as i live will you dig it with me? XD love ya times might be tough for us but we work tgt.. bear with me alright im on it already hehe
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
what am i working for?
what am i working for it for you... so that i can let you have a better life and can spend more time with you....i am doing this cause i want to make you happy so that i can bring you to the places you wanna go so that i can bring you around the world without the fear of not having the finance i really love you... I hope you understand where im coming from slap me if you need to! I really need to be slap
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
why am i like this im sorry
I always overthink and i also wanna kpo like i wanna know who u talk on facebook your whatsapp all this i just cannot stop thinking i feel damn fucked up... its really me i should give you the trust i am fucked up and sorry i just wanna know everything lurh and i feel that its really me and i should give you more privacy too and i also dont want you to keep stuff from me and hide it behind me i prefer you tell me all this Im really sorry for asking soo much man i truly am i will work on this okay give me time alright im sorry again i love you dun get angry with me please and also dont ignore all my long text it really how i feel and hope you can understand me better i wan you to share your feeling with me and not emo and keep everything to yourself i makes me feel like very emo and dunno what you thinking of then i cannot help and i feel damn bad about it =( Emmett Seow you should stop being so possessive
Thursday, March 28, 2013
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
I know
let me say it all out I know you are bored of me i cant make you smile as before but sorry im only human i have my limits too im not a toy for you to always be happy n i have to be sad you know dun be so selfish n think for the other party it not only about you its about us THINK ABOUT IT you said you wanna try u said you need more time im giving you everything by your orders and you saids im too nice it bores you man what should i do man I feel like im a clown now making you happy and scare at the same time you stress i more stress uh you scare i more scare uh everytime ask you sit down talk you try to escape by saying IDK IDK i very stress then whats the point of all this when you dont even wanna talk things out it really pointless at this rate i cant see all this going far for me you not ready to settle down then dun come looking for me cause im ready to look for a life partner where i can spend my ups and down with my feelings of how i feel with him or her be it good or bad and someone who can understand me and give me what i really am looking for instead of i have to make you happy and smile all the time IT TAKE TWO HANDS TO CLAP if you are reading this just tell me
Saturday, March 2, 2013
solitary
fading to darkness i wanna remain in this solitary walls just with me myself and I.. Im just in the state of pandemonium right now i wish things didnt happen so fast i just wish everything is going back to the state we were i might have think too much but i can tell you im ready what about you when are you ready dont wanna stress you too much make up your mind if u are ready im waiting already =) giving you even more time and tell me its all worth it.... P.S. I love you and i want you to know ~.~ fat gay boy
Sunday, February 17, 2013
Sunday, February 10, 2013
down side of me
well i can write my feelings here i cant write my feelings there no ones there to safe me from where i am now i am controlling but i feel that im totally unappreciated here i am trying to make you smile and hmm i dont know but maybe you lost interest in me or what so i have no idea i really am here to try really hard for this but you know it takes two hands to clap it wouldnt had start if you didnt initiated everything now its all about you give up or fighting for it cause im pretty lost about it now and kinda upset and tied up about it =(
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Saturday, January 26, 2013
smiling at the storm
well i dont know what or where i did anything wrong but im just hoping that i will tahan just hope that im ready for all this.. i am ready for it anything that comes my way will not stop me i wanna stop letting my emotions run wild my thoughts run wild and my body breaking down well work hard man emmett you can do this!
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
Useless
i feel damn useless cant do a two shit about anything just using words to express myself but deep down inside i dont know how long more i can go like this i really wanna give me my heart but part of me is super afraid of whats gonna happen next thinking of going away now but will it be good to leave you at your lowest point and let you die alone i doubt so i know that i cant give you the happiness that other party have gave you im sure i just dont know a shit about relationship it up to you all to teach me about it i thought i was gonna be good at it cause i have heard lots of story and was there to help well now im in the situation myself and i dont know what to do i give am too weak for all this no point crying emmett you are weak just so you know
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
all the same?
Are the all the same making you feel so good and when you had a good feeling its gonna happen everything just stops and pulls back ? issit how the way things works? i really wanna know about life now seriously!
Monday, January 14, 2013
Giving you time
I respect and understand what you are going through right now i am giving you more time to understand your own emotions just dont give up on this... fight for this i promise this will last
Thursday, January 10, 2013
should i?
Am i supposed to give in to myself falling for you or am i supposed to cut myself some slack to not fall in so quickly i really am kinda stress and worried.. You still seem unsure but your actions are kinda sure i really want you to give us sometime to get to know each other better i know its fast but lets make this count ? dont push me away keep me by your side
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
aftermath
im just afraid of falling into this shit again i dont want to feel like shit again i dont wanna love or so anymore i just wanna live my life as it is now stress free not wanting anything just me myself and I im totally afraid of falling again...i hate myself i really do
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