Sunday, September 30, 2012

mixed feelings

Should i pop the question already or should i hold on longer ? im really confused n i know you are also confused but no matter what im gonna tell you that i love you!

Saturday, September 29, 2012

enigmatic

i know im mysterious im trying to be a good friend to you but in this case is that i like you we act like nth is happening between us which is good well just keeping my eyes wide open for that moment i might just fall so that i can recover quickly im scare as shit damn scare just hoping for a chance

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

aching

it just kills me to see you feel down deep down inside... you have so much going on in your mind and i would really hope that it time you share some of them with me i really wanna share your burden with you i dont wan you to feel so miserable inside i just wanna let you my shoulder my time to make you feel that you are not walking this world alone

Monday, September 17, 2012

Unconditional love

Well if i don't love you i would not care so much bout you... i told myself that if i love a person even if that someone would have done a serious grave mistake i would be on her side even if the world is against her im there with her thats how much I love her... but i guess its a wrong thing to be too nice to a person that doesnt even give a shit bit bout me.. always staying up late so that she would feel secure so that she can have someone to rant to just being there for her... ended up shes just a girl that dates almost any guy i wonder whats in her mind whats shes trying... if you dun like me tell me dun waste my time n play with my heart it aint funny you could have kill a guy in the process... yes i know that you dun wanna break that someones heart but it would be better if you could tell them straight rather then play n make them wait... even having said so much i still do love you!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

confession to make

feelings i always keep inside, feelings that i wanna tell you, feeling that i would like you to know, i never been ready to tell you this im just a pussy just so afraid that i would lose you just so afraid that our friendship just dies down. But all i wanted you was to be happy. I would really be glad if you really do care about me. I Love You these are the words that wouldnt come out of my mouth cause i do not have the guts to tell you face to face i just to afraid of rejection tell me why must i be in this state. When i told myself not to fall into any of this again... Give me time to show you that i will be better then any of them will you give me a chance to prove to you please. If you are reading this i guess you know who you are give me you heart and i will soar with you.

Sunday, September 2, 2012

i want the answer asap so i can quit waiting =(

shoud i ask you or should i not im afraid of the awkwardness but my heart tells me to follow my heart which is to ask but brains giving me a negative feedback someone tell me what to do now i really dont know how to react to this !