I'm sorry

I'm sorry I know that words won't mean anything now... I had always been asking too much from you and even though I can see you trying hard at it but I wouldn't stop and appericate how great I am to have but instead I asked for more I am always asking so much not giving you your private space now I learn it you want a healthy relationship you really not only need to keep trying but also cut some slack for the other party not to stress them out screw my insecurities I'm stopping all this because I love and must give trust to you ... I'm sorry I'm coming over now

Too fast too furious

How did we even end up like this ... Walkin away just because we can't overcome small problems? Is that how much we love each other ? Is that what we told each other to not leave anyone ... Is that how we clap ? Happy times crazy times sad memories but ultimately I had the best time of my life spent with you it's all happening too fast no idea how it happen... I cried so what it's just as painful still as if I was stab with a knife to my heart .... I want to hold on but I think it up to you to decide if you want this or not... I am sorry for not making you happy enough with me

here the reason why im complete

lets just say it because i found someone special and i am truly grateful for it.. even though there are ups and downs but at least we are still fond of each other ... i might not be the best but all i am working for it just to have a great time with you... i really am working for it give me your trust alright no more sorries from me just this little promise will do i will make you smile as long as i live will you dig it with me?  XD love ya times might be tough for us but we work tgt.. bear with me alright im on it already hehe

i would leave earth if i feel the need to... here im am trying there you are escaping theres not a point for me to talk at all.... u should have your space and i should stop being a control freak fuck me good lord

what am i working for?

what am i working for it for you... so that i can let you have a better life and can spend more time with you....i am doing this cause i want to make you happy so that i can bring you to the places you wanna go so that i can bring you around the world without the fear of not having the finance i really love you... I hope you understand where im coming from slap me if you need to! I really need to be slap

why am i like this im sorry

I always overthink and i also wanna kpo like i wanna know who u talk on facebook your whatsapp all this i just cannot stop thinking i feel damn fucked up... its really me i should give you the trust i am fucked up and sorry i just wanna know everything lurh and i feel that its really me and i should give you more privacy too and i also dont want you to keep stuff from me and hide it behind me i prefer you tell me all this Im really sorry for asking soo much man i truly am i will work on this okay give me time alright im sorry again i love you dun get angry with me please and also dont ignore all my long text it really how i feel and hope you can understand me better i wan you to share your feeling with me and not emo and keep everything to yourself i makes me feel like very emo and dunno what you thinking of then i cannot help and i feel damn bad about it =( Emmett Seow you should stop being so possessive