Monday, August 27, 2012

Open up will you

You tell me that i can tell you any thing and i told you that u can tell me anything but i guess we are still having the barriers to confront each other i know it!

Saturday, August 25, 2012

moving on

Its time for me to move on cause i see no point being in a relationship with you. Yeah you always tell me you can't find the guy that is there for you. But look there are so many others standing by your door steps and you totally just leave them out of your options whats the point of being there for you when i all get it just a mere shoulder to cry and lean on when your are feeling down i really am disappointed with myself stupid me stupid me 

Thursday, August 23, 2012

fade

If this carries on imma try to make my feeling for you to fade cause i dont see a point in a one sided love i really dont see the point

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

If only you know about this

I had already fallen deeply in love with you i have no idea how or what your aint even my type of girl but that spark just ignite just like that and i really wish i could let your know thats if only there isnt so many obstructions i would already had done so well my heart is fragile i suck at this love game i really suck at them

Monday, August 20, 2012

Give me time

Give me time to overcome all this fears, give me time to overcome all this jealousy, give me time to know you better give me time to love you more !

Friday, August 17, 2012

Answer

It's been a really really hectic week for me i suppose I'm mentally and emotionally unstable. Why would a guy be like this all for a girl guess I'm really too useless to be a guy! My finger has the urge to ask you if you feel the same i do but on the other hand i am just really scare of rejection and after that awkwardness why am i such a pussy when it come to love games tell me why!

Thursday, August 16, 2012

caring?

You act like as if you care if you really cared about me you would ask about it so much for caring huh so much for caring !

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Afraid and frighten

I gave up my time just for you Because i love you but am really afraid of telling you. Why are you such a wimp at this emmett why act like a man and tell her that you love her? I'm afraid of rejection im afraid of getting serious and what if things dont turn out the way it should be? tell me what to do at the moment of time when i will feel really awkward about stuff tell me how am i gonna face her tell me i am really worried... this thought just flows through my mind im really scare.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Sunday, August 12, 2012

overwhelm

Girl you make my day every time i see you every time you talk to me every time i think of you! Love you!

Is this worth waiting for?

i really wonder is this really worth holding on give up my time and everything i really wonder

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Nickel Back - Far AWAY

So far away
This time, this placeMisused, mistakesToo long, too lateWho was I to make you wait?
Just one chance, just one breathJust in case there’s just one left‘Cause you knowYou know, you know
That I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you, been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never goStop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
One my knees, I’ll askLast chance for one last dance‘Cause with you I’d withstandAll of it to hold your hand
I’d give it all, I’d give for usGive anything but I won’t give up‘Cause you knowYou know, you know
That I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you, been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never goStop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
So far away, been far away for far too longSo far away, been far away for far too longBut you knowYou know, you know
I wantedI wanted you to stay‘Cause I neededI need to hear you say
I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I forgive you for being away for far too longSo keep breathing ‘cause I’m not leaving you anymoreBelieve it, hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing ‘cause I’m not leaving you anymoreBelieve it, hold on to me, never let me goHold on to me, never let me go

Friday, August 10, 2012

All i wanna do i stunt

I wanna stunt that all i wanted i wanted to improve on my techniques i wanna fight for a spot in this all i wanted to do is to fight for a spot to make people notice me to tell people that what they can do i Emmett also can do thats why im practicing so hard. But when i fail should you be more encouraging instead of discouraging me? Just tell me and i will change it take time its not a overnight thing you see... yes they can do it im slow dont judge me please !

Days like this!

I like days like this where both of us just spend time together....but when you tell me about your story i feel sad cause that guy you like wasn't the guy that's walking beside you its hard to hear it. Keeping all this to myself is hard i really wish i could just tell you how i feel towards you. I'm just afraid of the outcome very afraid. Please let me find out the answer soon please!

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Wonders!

Could i be like them taking a stroll alone the coast with my life partner?
Won't it be nice if I had a house build on this beautiful beach?
Just wish i could always be by the beach and just forget the world

Let me think about this?

Erm where should i start i guess im treated as a toy ? you come to be ask if u care but all you wanna do is to rant whats the point of me being there for u to rant at? I wish u know that sometime your words affect my feeling yoh! i wish that you would be more sensitive towards me! You are just making me so confuse and crazy at times i cant think straight anymore! Tell me am asking for too much?

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

How i feel towards you

The only think on my mind is you. i wanna tell you that i love you i wanna let the whole world know that i love you i dont care about what people say or what they do all i wanna know is do you feel the same as i do?

How i feel

The only think on my mind is you. i wanna tell you that i love you i wanna let the whole world know that i love you i dont care about what people say or what they do all i wanna know is do you feel the same as i do?

Monday, August 6, 2012

If only your knew how i feel

Whats to problem man you used to care about me what made u stop caring tell me which part of me stopped you! I wish you would just ask how am i sometimes! You messaged me like you care but actually you dont cause i can tell it from the way u treat me before and after the training! would you just tell me anything so that i could just stop wasting my time n stop thinking about you! Yes i like you what u wan me to do i cant hide my feelings well enough Im sry but can you aleast show me a little bit of concern then just giving me the cold shoulders on the mats! You're making me seriously confuse about my life you know ! If you are reading this please just let me know how u feel so that i could stop all this shit!

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Wish this special person would come sooner

Some days i wonder to myself  which part of me ain't good enough for that someone which part of fail as a guy i always wonder friends say im a very fun loving guy to be around with but whats the point when you can only share it with them and not the special someone people tell me that you need time to find that true love. so how long you gonna make me wait until i get that special someone maybe A NEVER would be that answer that i was longing for my life really sucks big time always telling myself Emmett you are good enough is just that people never appreciated you so much for being optimistic Point all i know it i will never get what i wanted could i just suck yeah!