here's a season to be jolly

Hmm you sure this season to be jolly i doubt so when u cant spend that joy with someone special... i thought that this year would be the year that i could celebrate it with someone special but apparently not happen in my life now...i mean i cant wait to share this joyful season with that special someone its gonna be such a great memory for me......i totally have not moved on but still trying looking at the rate you are going yeah u had already moved on in life glad for you but hope that you aint hurt in the process of that.. Im always here will be and always be

Try - Pink

Ever wonder about what he's doing
How it all turned to lies
Sometimes I think that it's better to never ask why

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

Eh, eh, eh

Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy
Even when it's not right

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

Ever worried that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by by by

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try

You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try

what to do?

what should I do? stay strong move on? Be weak and get kicked?

Never quitting

Some days i feel like shit some days i cant give it my all some days i just wanna quit... Its ok im still standing here waiting for you.... times like this may be tough but im still here waiting on you

Where you go?

 Wishes we made together

 A for?

Where are you when i needed you the most where had you go too? remember the times at Chinese gardens?  remember the times we spend the whole day together talking about everything? Why dont you miss me? this memories are always running through my mind... if you are reading this do tell me that you miss those times too...P.S I Love You

December

This time of the year should be a time where people laugh and celebrate n be merry but not for me. this time of the year is the worst time of my life i can say that for now maybe . been losing everything so dear to me and obviously that party knows about it but doesnt cares much about it being there for her ups n downs really made me happy but it aint my fault for being emotional about all this because i dont see much effort... yeah you have now you Ex to get back to what about me ? It not like im the one playing with girls you know i did my part already... December please pass really soon its killing me already

Zoukout?

Was promised to a last dance but didnt had it I keep quiet about it i felt sooooo sad stress tired of life i freaking smoke a pack of cigg which i dont even smoke i really wonder by doing all this will you give a damn shit about it? I really dont think so you acted like nothing happen i mean yes you said thank you? was it for the sake of saying it or what i dont know... i thought i was having a good time but eventually i didnt i was just there to relief myself from reality !

Stress

Damn i shouldnt had done it i shouldnt its really so not me... I fucking started smoking fuck this shit i shouldnt had done it guess i was just toooooo stress about everything 5-6 stick man dafaq i had better stop it man

Depressions

I been having sign of depression and its kinda real bad i just wish that everything was back to normal when im always happy and cheerful and carefree i wanna be back to that state this is killing me raging at random stuff... going crazy thinking of committing suicides i must be kinda crazy to think so much heard from my friend saying that i hit even criteria of a depression personnel i gotta visit a doctor soon before this gets worst!

Understanding?

How would you want someone to understand you when you yourself dont even understand yourself or you wont even open up to people i only can understand you this limited amount and the rest of it is up to your will to open up to that person i know i have a part to play in this but i am to be blame for everything aleast be understanding about how i feel man you just walk away and said you are tired of this shit then what am i suppose to do man of cause i get upset what its not like i forced you to do all this to me... then now you totally dont even wanna talk to me or befriend with me and you say you can trust no one when you know it well enough that im always there for you its kinda like you shoving people aways instead of people disliking you come on im here to  help well i know you dont need my help anyway

Baby please dont go away

Well i bet you dont know that im kinda upset that i been treated but im trying already i really miss you so badly but i doubt you wanna see me like this i know it really hard and im been really hard on myself i been losing my appetite shrinking no mood for anything i just wish you were here by my side just understand me will you i am really asking for too much but if you were not working this way would i be like this think about it man i been holding back my emotions for far too long i tried i give lots of freedom and time until i really exploded then you just walked away from me... i know i fail at trusting its always been my fault for all this when you read this or if you dont i would really appreciated you to give me time be my friend n not just walk away from me 

I told myself that i can do it

I thought i could i thought i would but i couldn't bear to let it go like that i haven seen you safe haven seen u happy enough for me to move on i am trying to somewhat be happy trying to be changing back to the old emmett but it seems like i cant move on in life anymore im giving up. I just want to chat with u like the old times just want to feel everything i been through with you again i really miss those times.. i guess you are hating me very much right now but if you know that im am suffering from depression im sry . I miss you! bye!

Moving on Day 1

 its really hard for me to move on man i really can forget the time we spend together the times we sit down and talk about everything you have to say to each other i really miss it so much i miss you by my side right now..but guess this is the way it has to be i gotta be stronger...wondering if you even miss the times we spend together or not cause moving on to you seems so easy its freaking difficult for me cause its my first time im doing this...i got what i wanted but this feeling made me wan even more of your kiss i really miss you n love you

Please if you wanna go just go

If you wanna let me move on dont even strike a conversation with me n ignore me for heaven sake i hate it when im fking ignore like that you never did this to me before why now before my birthday before a day so special to me just go seriously dun hold me back from my progress you wan company go find other guys you are hurting me way too much i doubt you even respect me in the first place being too nice is a sin trust me~

this is why i feel that you aint interested

You appear to be online but u reply me like dunno after a few mins then u go offline like u reply me for the sake of replying mah then what i can do i say also u angry i dun say also angry then when i express myself you turn a deaf ear how you wan me to talk to you like that not as if im not giving in to you lehs i really tried already... Not like i nv express how i feel what i told you then u act like u doing other stuff then u change topic i can do what??? i ask you again u say i irritating then how i suck loh!

Uncontrollable

I have no rights to control you i have no rights to do anything...im blogging about it because i somehow feel that you totally lost interest in talking to me and i really have no one to turn to your replies are somewhat i dont know how to reply you de its totally not like the old time when u would really entertain me now you totally just reply me for the sake of replying and everytime i try to strike a convo it just end the next moment tell me is this what u really wan to see to see me leave everything behind and move away? tell me man i cant take it but i gotta ....i hate myself i really hate myself i just wanna die this instants... its so wrong to love really so wrong Ally tell me are you even interested in talk or in me at all or anymore? or am i just there to accompany you when are feeling lonely i wouldnt had been like this if you had not lead me on so far...Now sorry already too late im wounded deeply n on the verge of giving up on everything so precious to me now..Guess even Gods laughing at me imma dimwit....If you are not ready please dont do this to any other guy please it really hurts so bad and you are kinda not giving shit about it... You say you do but i dont see it happening i see nth maybe previously you did but recently i doubt so... You tell me to speak of anything if i had to when i tell you we gotta start a quarrel so i would rather keep it to myself because thats the best way to avoid us quarreling over nothing...Even though i love you i cant help thinking if im better without you if we stay together it could get worst and maybe it could get better... if you are reading this i really hope you will show that you care if you really do if not just kick me out of you life im moving away from cheer from school from everywhere to not see you =( i love you dearly but guess i dont get the same treatment back.... they say good guys never last i dont really see myself as a really good guy maybe im too good towards you thats why you find me boring already so wrong to be nice to people they only tend to take you for granted! i feel so lost in life my spirits wandering around like a headless ghost heading to nowhere hopefully it just moves out of this world so i can end my misery soon enough... I hate myself but i love my family

late nights

You might say im wimpy or so but i've been crying myself to sleep this few days very confuse about life very confuse about everything i just wanna sleep and never wake up

my heart

I still love you im sry about that im just too weak to let you go even though i said that im done with you but deep down my heart i still care and love you just hope that you feel that same lets not care about what others say and carry on with our own lifes? its my life not theirs they can only say but ultimately its me living it not them so stop bringing them into the picture if you really like me then give yourself a chance not like i wont wanna give you a chance im only waiting patiently for it... i know im jealous n possessive but isnt this good it shows that i care about you just want you to express what you are feeling inside and not hide anything be it good or bad just be true to yourself and me and lifes gonna be so much more happy i love you bitch hope you understand where im coming from!

wa scratch head sia

really lehs u can really talk halfway fucking ignore me like that i really dun understand a shit lehs really i feel like breaking down already i hate it when someone ignores me thats the worst feeling go ahead doing that my life gonna just end straight!

convos

its seems like the convo we are making aren't as interesting as before cos you dun seem to be interested to communicate with me anymore its more of a like i need to reply you thing....i dunno what to do lurh i really dunno

But i still do care about you i really do i just cant help it hope you appreciate it... hoping for a kiss haha!

lying

Well if you really wanna talk your replies wont be like this de but well i cant blame you im just too boring for you to converse with haha i also know it myself sorry!

Time tells

Time really teach me alot about you like what kind of person u are and what kind of friend you are...well im maybe its just me for being stupid letting myself getting into you life ruining my own life giving up my time for you and all that really matters was you didnt feel a shit about letting go of me i understand where i stand now totally...

stupid me

Tell myself that i love you but all i do is hurt you make you angry n all im seriously sry about it i shouldnt had started all this but guess time cant be reversed

whats the point

You act like you care but you are just acting like you care cause you feel indebted well if you really feel so i would rather you dont care about me that much then i love you though but i hope this thing goes both ways i always say you have many people to talk to i mean you have alot of option to choose i can name them i really can im not that dumb i dunno what is going on with my life now i just feel so helpless right now... you ask me to slp i know right tired of talking to me liao ask me faster go slp so you no need to entertain me any further i know everything that you are thinking always tell me no thats not what i think but i can tell its what you are thinking just that you dun wanna tell me n hurt my feelings i rather you tell me im annoying you so that i can fuck off from you

ah i give up

go ahead talk to the other guy for all you wan im just a stupid guy that was always dumbly helping you in life i brought this upon myself screw me!

I Fucked things up

I fucked myself up in life in possible way n thing i do i really dont quite understand why is life so unfair towards me where i found someone i really love n she likes me back in return but we are going nowhere and its like i cherish every single moment i had with her just dun quite understand why am i so treated this way tell me whats life? i really wonder. Im always feeling empty inside no one to love or being loved in return.. this situation came but kinda confuse the fucked out of me that made me think so much i really wanna kill myself already like literally kill myself

pain

You dont know that you are the only person that can mend my heart now is you nvm just play along guess im  just a guy looking for love cause im always feeling so empty inside

No Shit

nevermind about how or what im feeling you totally dont give a shit i know im just being stupid about it guess i gotta leave this wonder team my life just suck seriously or maybe its just me sucking at everything im doing
its all my fault my fault nvm i fine now just kick me aside im not needed anymore

Job

Guess my job is done now you can have fun n not feel so sad n awkward anymore doubt im useful anymore..

eh whats happening?

So whats going on now? heng luan lehs haiyo are we tgt or not tgt?

positive side of living

Well things are going smoothly for me now aleast i aint thinking as much as last time...Hopefully it remains like this so that i wont feel anything again I will last i know that there so much more in life...thank you giving me your time =) hopefully u feel how i am feeling right now

whats running through my mind?

erm I also dont really know whats happening right now? Maybe time will tell eventually well guess im always still there for you no matter what wont say much maybe im doing it behind you supporting you... Hopefully you appreciated what i did aint much but aleast it helped?

not your problem

haha I guess you are happy that im not gonna bother you no more and you are happy that im fucking off from your life thank you for the time and thank you for breaking my heart nah im fine im fine

Meaning to life

Now that i found a new meaning to life its not about you anymore i gotta move on i tell myself that i thank my friends for talking sense to me making me feel so much better he told me that why do you wanna waste your time on this instead you can make your life more worthy on planning on your future n move on cause he says that the right girl will come at the right time well now all i know is to focus on cheer studys n hopefully stop thinking about all this i wanna be a stronger person! Booya Life is much better now!

separate ways

lets go separate ways so i wont be annoying the fuck out of you n you wont be always on my mind i will quit cheer thats final!

cant tell anyone

I know now deep down inside you hate me. its like why is this guy bothering me so much can he just stfu n move on with his life can he just fuck off from me i dont wanna talk to you.. I hate myself for doing this im really sorry about it.. if i dont like you i wouldnt had spend so much time out with you. You should know it by hard im just a weird Guy with no one to love n no one who loves me back. i gotta stay strong

guilty

Im really sorry for making you feel this way i didnt know that i would turn out this way...im feeling so bad right now how can i sleep when i see you drowning yourself in misery while i just can sit behind this screen n rant to myself i really do care about your feelings more then mine please dont do this to yourself please i shouldnt had started all this its really my fault for making all this shit happen... i now have no one to turn to but this boring internet source

sleepless night

i really cant sleep at this point of time im thinking too much seriously too much

complicated

Im so confused just to confuse about everything i dunno whats happening... having a war up in my head a very terrible one a war that makes me have sleepless night having alot of thoughts rolling around my bed until im really worn out n thats when i really can sleep u dunno how i feel towards you.. there just something special about you every time i see you it just brightens up my day im serious you really do affect my mood alot u really dunno about all this i did wanna tell you because the only thing u will say is oh scorpios are emotional go ahead follow the horoscope while i shall follow my own way of living

my bad

I was really my fault for you feeling this way im truly sry about tonight im sry bitch

move on

telling me that there are more girls out there waiting on me that i can have a better one... but do you know that a guy like me really takes very long for me to let go of you? Im not the average kind of guy that just like a random girl n if i fail i just forget about it n move on. NO! Im not that kind of guy if i really think u are worth my time i wont let go of this yeah there might be alot of pain i have to go through but all this just makes me stronger n stronger each day when will you think that u are meant for me n that u wont hurt me cos u are just giving yourself an excuse n making me cry over it!

Unintended

I can cry to no one now i guess none of you people out there knows how it feels like to be like me....yea u tell me that i can have a better one out there im better off with someone better...but had u everything that if i was with u. U could make everything better so that i dun need to hold on waiting for that right one no need to
tell myself that that girl likes me but she dun seem to care much about it... i am angry with myself for not doing thing right well guess being to nice to someone is a sin but its in my nature. u try means n ways to make me stray away from you but do u know by doing that i makes me even more jealous about stuff n makes me wanna hold on to you even more just saying i know i should just give up ... i dunno how to do... plz just let me die i wanna die asap no point in life anymore no point i wont get what i wanted anyway im just waiting for
hades to call me down just waiting for that moment where i can really close my eyes n forget about the world!

tore apart

well i still do love you alot i can deny this how can i just forget about all this that happen n just move on in life in such a short period of time i just can get over you... well i do respect your decision though cause you are still you and you just turned 18 i know you want your freedom... it been a really great time i spend with you i really hope for a chance in future thats if u really think i am worth it for you

How i feel

The only think on my mind is you. i wanna tell you that i love you i wanna let the whole world know that i love you i dont care about what people say or what they do all i wanna know is do you feel the same as i do?

Stronger finish

im not gonna be this emo anymore i see this emo shit as a stupid way to live my life... well life can be boring at time but yeah y not make it more interesting instead theres lots of things to do out there.. i can read up more on my marine life or maybe just learn how to surf or do things thats more interesting then just to emo around like a retard n cry to everyone... making me feel like a stupid kid that always sulking on something that i done wrong... life will nv be the same it is anymore... I will make it a more interesting life... even though i know im about to die.... well life short treasure it nv give up on what u always wanted !

move along

like what it says even when your hope it gone move along:

Move Along!!!

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinkingWhen you fall everyone sinsAnother day and you've had your fill of sinkingWith the life held in yourHands are shaking coldThese hands are meant to holdSpeak to me

When all you got to keep is strongMove along, move along like I know ya doAnd even when your hope is goneMove along, move along just to make it throughMove alongMove along
So a day when you've lost yourself completelyCould be a night when your life endsSuch a heart that will lead you to deceivingAll the pain held in yourHands are shaking coldYour hands are mine to holdSpeak to me
When all you got to keep is strongMove along, move along like I know ya doAnd even when your hope is goneMove along, move along just to make it throughMove along(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along(Go on, go on, go on, go on)When everything is wrong, we move alongAlong, along, along
When all you got to keep is strongMove along, move along like I know ya doAnd even when your hope is goneMove along, move along just to make it through
When all you got to keep is strongMove along, move along like I know ya doAnd even when your hope is goneMove along, move along just to make it through
When all you got to keep is strongMove along, move along like I know ya doAnd even when your hope is goneMove along, move along just to make it throughMove along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)Right back what is wrongWe move along(Go on, go on, go on, go on)Right back what is wrongWe move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)Right back what is wrongWe move along(Go on, go on, go on, go on)Right back what is wrongWe move along 
Just Move along XD lifes gonna be much more wonderful !

excruciating pain

good time spend at sentosa well it was really good... until you tell me about what u did in the club n what u gonna do with that guy just this matter is painful enough well i know that you are young well maybe u should just go ahead n play n i should just die down n sit back n relax? im very confuse seriously~~!

mixed feelings

Should i pop the question already or should i hold on longer ? im really confused n i know you are also confused but no matter what im gonna tell you that i love you!

enigmatic

i know im mysterious im trying to be a good friend to you but in this case is that i like you we act like nth is happening between us which is good well just keeping my eyes wide open for that moment i might just fall so that i can recover quickly im scare as shit damn scare just hoping for a chance

aching

it just kills me to see you feel down deep down inside... you have so much going on in your mind and i would really hope that it time you share some of them with me i really wanna share your burden with you i dont wan you to feel so miserable inside i just wanna let you my shoulder my time to make you feel that you are not walking this world alone

Unconditional love

Well if i don't love you i would not care so much bout you... i told myself that if i love a person even if that someone would have done a serious grave mistake i would be on her side even if the world is against her im there with her thats how much I love her... but i guess its a wrong thing to be too nice to a person that doesnt even give a shit bit bout me.. always staying up late so that she would feel secure so that she can have someone to rant to just being there for her... ended up shes just a girl that dates almost any guy i wonder whats in her mind whats shes trying... if you dun like me tell me dun waste my time n play with my heart it aint funny you could have kill a guy in the process... yes i know that you dun wanna break that someones heart but it would be better if you could tell them straight rather then play n make them wait... even having said so much i still do love you!

confession to make

feelings i always keep inside, feelings that i wanna tell you, feeling that i would like you to know, i never been ready to tell you this im just a pussy just so afraid that i would lose you just so afraid that our friendship just dies down. But all i wanted you was to be happy. I would really be glad if you really do care about me. I Love You these are the words that wouldnt come out of my mouth cause i do not have the guts to tell you face to face i just to afraid of rejection tell me why must i be in this state. When i told myself not to fall into any of this again... Give me time to show you that i will be better then any of them will you give me a chance to prove to you please. If you are reading this i guess you know who you are give me you heart and i will soar with you.

i want the answer asap so i can quit waiting =(

shoud i ask you or should i not im afraid of the awkwardness but my heart tells me to follow my heart which is to ask but brains giving me a negative feedback someone tell me what to do now i really dont know how to react to this !

Open up will you

You tell me that i can tell you any thing and i told you that u can tell me anything but i guess we are still having the barriers to confront each other i know it!

moving on

Its time for me to move on cause i see no point being in a relationship with you. Yeah you always tell me you can't find the guy that is there for you. But look there are so many others standing by your door steps and you totally just leave them out of your options whats the point of being there for you when i all get it just a mere shoulder to cry and lean on when your are feeling down i really am disappointed with myself stupid me stupid me 

fade

If this carries on imma try to make my feeling for you to fade cause i dont see a point in a one sided love i really dont see the point

If only you know about this

I had already fallen deeply in love with you i have no idea how or what your aint even my type of girl but that spark just ignite just like that and i really wish i could let your know thats if only there isnt so many obstructions i would already had done so well my heart is fragile i suck at this love game i really suck at them

Give me time

Give me time to overcome all this fears, give me time to overcome all this jealousy, give me time to know you better give me time to love you more !

Answer

It's been a really really hectic week for me i suppose I'm mentally and emotionally unstable. Why would a guy be like this all for a girl guess I'm really too useless to be a guy! My finger has the urge to ask you if you feel the same i do but on the other hand i am just really scare of rejection and after that awkwardness why am i such a pussy when it come to love games tell me why!

caring?

You act like as if you care if you really cared about me you would ask about it so much for caring huh so much for caring !

Afraid and frighten

I gave up my time just for you Because i love you but am really afraid of telling you. Why are you such a wimp at this emmett why act like a man and tell her that you love her? I'm afraid of rejection im afraid of getting serious and what if things dont turn out the way it should be? tell me what to do at the moment of time when i will feel really awkward about stuff tell me how am i gonna face her tell me i am really worried... this thought just flows through my mind im really scare.

I wanna let you know that i love you

I love you can we be together soon ?

overwhelm

Girl you make my day every time i see you every time you talk to me every time i think of you! Love you!

Is this worth waiting for?

i really wonder is this really worth holding on give up my time and everything i really wonder

Nickel Back - Far AWAY

So far away
This time, this placeMisused, mistakesToo long, too lateWho was I to make you wait?
Just one chance, just one breathJust in case there’s just one left‘Cause you knowYou know, you know
That I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you, been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never goStop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
One my knees, I’ll askLast chance for one last dance‘Cause with you I’d withstandAll of it to hold your hand
I’d give it all, I’d give for usGive anything but I won’t give up‘Cause you knowYou know, you know
That I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you, been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never goStop breathing if I don’t see you anymore
So far away, been far away for far too longSo far away, been far away for far too longBut you knowYou know, you know
I wantedI wanted you to stay‘Cause I neededI need to hear you say
I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I forgive you for being away for far too longSo keep breathing ‘cause I’m not leaving you anymoreBelieve it, hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing ‘cause I’m not leaving you anymoreBelieve it, hold on to me, never let me goHold on to me, never let me go

All i wanna do i stunt

I wanna stunt that all i wanted i wanted to improve on my techniques i wanna fight for a spot in this all i wanted to do is to fight for a spot to make people notice me to tell people that what they can do i Emmett also can do thats why im practicing so hard. But when i fail should you be more encouraging instead of discouraging me? Just tell me and i will change it take time its not a overnight thing you see... yes they can do it im slow dont judge me please !

Days like this!

I like days like this where both of us just spend time together....but when you tell me about your story i feel sad cause that guy you like wasn't the guy that's walking beside you its hard to hear it. Keeping all this to myself is hard i really wish i could just tell you how i feel towards you. I'm just afraid of the outcome very afraid. Please let me find out the answer soon please!

Wonders!

Could i be like them taking a stroll alone the coast with my life partner?

Won't it be nice if I had a house build on this beautiful beach?

Just wish i could always be by the beach and just forget the world

Let me think about this?

Erm where should i start i guess im treated as a toy ? you come to be ask if u care but all you wanna do is to rant whats the point of me being there for u to rant at? I wish u know that sometime your words affect my feeling yoh! i wish that you would be more sensitive towards me! You are just making me so confuse and crazy at times i cant think straight anymore! Tell me am asking for too much?

How i feel towards you

The only think on my mind is you. i wanna tell you that i love you i wanna let the whole world know that i love you i dont care about what people say or what they do all i wanna know is do you feel the same as i do?

How i feel

The only think on my mind is you. i wanna tell you that i love you i wanna let the whole world know that i love you i dont care about what people say or what they do all i wanna know is do you feel the same as i do?

If only your knew how i feel

Whats to problem man you used to care about me what made u stop caring tell me which part of me stopped you! I wish you would just ask how am i sometimes! You messaged me like you care but actually you dont cause i can tell it from the way u treat me before and after the training! would you just tell me anything so that i could just stop wasting my time n stop thinking about you! Yes i like you what u wan me to do i cant hide my feelings well enough Im sry but can you aleast show me a little bit of concern then just giving me the cold shoulders on the mats! You're making me seriously confuse about my life you know ! If you are reading this please just let me know how u feel so that i could stop all this shit!

Wish this special person would come sooner

Some days i wonder to myself  which part of me ain't good enough for that someone which part of fail as a guy i always wonder friends say im a very fun loving guy to be around with but whats the point when you can only share it with them and not the special someone people tell me that you need time to find that true love. so how long you gonna make me wait until i get that special someone maybe A NEVER would be that answer that i was longing for my life really sucks big time always telling myself Emmett you are good enough is just that people never appreciated you so much for being optimistic Point all i know it i will never get what i wanted could i just suck yeah!