i just hope that you will be fine alright

Got me thinking

pretty fast

Times like this i miss !!

SMILES!!

Damn you nailed this!!

I know

let me say it all out I know you are bored of me i cant make you smile as before but sorry im only human i have my limits too im not a toy for you to always be happy n i have to be sad you know dun be so selfish n think for the other party it not only about you its about us THINK ABOUT IT you said you wanna try u said you need more time im giving you everything by your orders and you saids im too nice it bores you man what should i do man I feel like im a clown now making you happy and scare at the same time you stress i more stress uh you scare i more scare uh everytime ask you sit down talk you try to escape by saying IDK IDK i very stress then whats the point of all this when you dont even wanna talk things out it really pointless at this rate i cant see all this going far for me you not ready to settle down then dun come looking for me cause im ready to look for a life partner where i can spend my ups and down with my feelings of how i feel with him or her be it good or bad and someone who can understand me and give me what i really am looking for instead of i have to make you happy and smile all the time IT TAKE TWO HANDS TO CLAP if you are reading this just tell me

solitary

fading to darkness i wanna remain in this solitary walls just with me myself and I.. Im just in the state of pandemonium right now i wish things didnt happen so fast i just wish everything is going back to the state we were i might have think too much but i can tell you im ready what about you when are you ready dont wanna stress you too much make up your mind if u are ready im waiting already =) giving you even more time and tell me its all worth it.... P.S. I love you and i want you to know ~.~ fat gay boy