Wednesday, November 6, 2013

i really dont get my life this days i did nothing wrong to make myself outcasted by everyone i feel that everyone is hating me for i dont know what reason i did i dont understand this i wanna walk so far away the no one know how am i doing

Monday, October 7, 2013

why are u doing this can u grow up already? are u still a kid you are 19 already man stop acting like a kid plz stop it its retarded can u grow up can u grow up how old are u

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Fml

Just that boring man I shouldn't had man everything I do also u say I control everything I give just that little amount of slack you wan more your wing grows to be harder u wan more when will you be satisfied when you wanna treat me this manner I rather u find other people I hate all this just asking things to be worked out I'm being boring issit that boring when someone doesn't comply to you n u have to keep emphizing on it repeatly until she's really bored n tired of it ? I wonder to myself u are really asking for too much I can't keep up so if u really love me understand if not u may just leave me since u want me to not care and stop asking for this n that I will get everything only when I have the extra cash dont have means dont have stop stressing me your dads rich I'm poory family is so dont judge me don't thing of me as a loser if u wan there so many other options out there you don't have to put up with me I already see that coming just have to brace myself for that moment only too realistic too and I meant toooooo fml.... Either u love me or u don't that's all u need to do

Saturday, August 31, 2013

what i should do

1. Girls don’t always know what they want.
2. Say something sweet, she likes it. This is one of the best things that you guys should always remember doing, as often as you could especially when she’s not in the mood. A little appreciation about how good she is looking in your date and when she smells great is something that would put a smile on her face even just for a while and would soon ease the tensions within her.
3. Girls always think that they could look better, so guys should inform them of their beauty.
4. Never compare her to other women, even your own mom.
5. Girls try to hint at what they want from guys, they don’t like to say it.
6. A guys girlfriend wants to be the only hand that he wants to hold.
7. If girls flirt with their guy friends in front of their boyfriends, it usually doesn’t mean anything except that they’ve been friends with that guy longer then you have been their boyfriend. Don’t get offended.
8. If a girl wants to meet a guys family, let them. It means they care.
9. When a girl will ditch her friends to hang out with a guy, its a big deal.
10. Girls don’t like to like guys that aren’t over their ex-girlfriends.
11. Girls don’t like to talk about ex’s.
12. If you call a girl “Hot” it doesn’t mean anything. 
13. When a girl doesn’t feel good, she doesn’t talk much.
14. If a girl is mad at her boyfriend, she doesn’t want to say anything about it, she just wishes he’d know.
15. When girls don’t want to talk about their ex-boyfriend, shes probably not completely over him. 
16. If a girl will sit by her boyfriend’s friends, she really cares about him.
17. When a guy still loves a girl at her worst look, it lets her think that he is sincere about her.
18. Girls love surprises and gifts especially during important occasions. A girl may expect something from her boyfriend but that doesn’t mean she’s a gold digger.
19. Girls love to cuddle!
20. If a girl will be a guys girlfriend, she really likes him.
21. All girls flirt, some don’t mean it.
22. Girls like it when guys ask advice from them. This action just shows that you trust her, and that she’s someone you can count on.
23. Girls already know the truth even before they ask you. So be careful guys.
24. If a girl likes a certain item of clothing that her boyfriend wears, he should wear it more.
25. When girls write guys notes, that guy should keep them.
26. If a guy remembers something important to a girl that she said and he brings it up later, it makes that girls feel special.
27. Girls want a guy to prove that there not all the same.
28. If a girl admits that she misses a guy, she really does.
29. Girls hesitate to fall in love because they always assume they’ll get hurt. Prove to your girl you won’t hurt her.
30. Girls feel flattered if a guy would greet him first in their special occasions (e.g. monthsaries, anniversaries, etc.) because a guy tend to be forgetful.
31. Girls love it when guys say sweet things in front of their friends, but understand if they don’t.
32. If a girl tells a guy she was talking about him with her friends, its always about something good.
33. She doesn’t expect you to read her mind; she wants you to ask her.
34. Sometimes, girls test guys to see how they’ll react.
35. If a guy knows a girl isn’t over her ex-boyfriend, don’t call her out on it, show her how much better you are.
36. Girls love to be stared at sometimes. Looking straight in her eyes tells something, this melts her heart especially when she is attracted to you.
37. Girls like guys who can protect her.
38. If a girl really wants to be with a guy, she’ll make sure it happens.
39. Girls don’t like too flirty guys. Flirting with a lot of girls simply means you’re not a one-woman-man; remember that actions speak louder all the time.
40. If a girl is still in love with someone else, they will never say anything bad about them.
41. When a girl slow dances with her boyfriend in the kitchen, with no music on, thats when he knows she’s in love with him.
42. Girls sometimes think if you love them more than you love your exes. And sometimes conclude that you are still not over with your last ex-girlfriend.
43. Changing for the better will let her stick with you. It simply means that you want to grow with her inside the relationship you are building.
44. Girls are more observant than guys think.
45. When girls say NO, it only means keep trying. Girls are inconsistent, especially when deciding for their guy’s interests.
46. When you meet your girlfriend’s mom and she says she’s heard a lot about you, trust her.
47. Girls love to be spoiled. They sometimes have this childish part of them that really comes out especially when they want something really badly.
48. If a girl lays her head on her guys chest and just listens to his heartbeat, she’s listening to see if it will tell her what he’s thinking.
49. Be protective, but not too much. She likes it when you care for her, but not to the point of choking her at times.
50. Girls think too much.
51. When girls say nothing is wrong, shes lying. Everything is wrong.
52. If a girl’s heart has been shattered, she’ll be hesitant to talk about her problems to a guy at first. 
53. Sharing your future family plans is important to her. This is your chance to show her how serious you are, especially when you are ready to have a family with her.
54. If a girl dumps a guy because she thinks she can’t make him happiest, that’s love.
55. Girls feel insecure with their boyfriend’s ex-girlfriend.
56. Girls like to be called beautiful all the time. Complimenting how she looks is a big deal for her, telling her how beautiful she is more than enough.
57. Girls love it when guys say they love something about them, like their smile.
58. Girls are good detectives. Some just does not open it up with their boyfriend.
59. Knowing her likes and dislikes is cool for her. This means that you are that interested to get to know her better and to make ways to make her happy.
60. Girls love romantic guys. Kiss her under the rain and in front of your family and friends, it’s not that hard.
61. If a girl wants you to be with her, you’ll know it.
62. If you break a girls heart, she’ll never be the same.
63. When a girl holds a guys hand, she never wants to let it go.
64. Never underestimate the feelings a girl has for her boyfriend.
65. If a girl really loves you, she won’t be able to see anything bad about you.
66. Girls are sometimes drama queens, but you are not allowed to call her that. It would make the whole situation worst, just go with the flow and be the man she needs for the moment.
67. If a girl thinks you’ll judge her for something, she’ll never open up to you fully.
68. When a girl tells you about things she loves, like staring at stars or listening to the rain, shes falling for you.
69. Girls adore guys who don’t only think about sex.
70. It hurts girls to dump guys.
71. If a girl really cares about a guy, you can see it in her eyes.
72. Girls can flirt with every guy around, but at the end of the day, she’ll be watching the sun set with the one she truly loves.
73. If a girl tells you a secret, don’t ever let it go.
74. When girls hear about their boyfriend bragging about the little things, like watching tv together, it makes them appreciate him more.
75. Girls hate it when guys ignore them.
76. Girls never touch guys by accident.
77. Hugging her without a reason is a very sweet thing for her, especially when you do it surprisingly.
78. When a girl asks a guy what their thinking, they really do care.
79. First rule when you enter her life, never cheat! You would want to think twice before getting involved with two girls at the same time. It’s just whether one girl would stick with you, or both girls would slap and make the hell out of you, so be sure that you are really a good guy when you are looking for a good girl.
80. Girls love special things especially when it’s given as a surprise. Do something special for her sometimes. Doing something like giving her flowers and stuff toys just for no reason would make her day very important and worth remembering. Making girls feel exceptional would make them feel good about themselves as and will take away some of their insecurities as well.
81. Girls look at the other girls that their boyfriend is with as their enemy.
82. Girls hate it when their guy friends make fun of their boyfriend.
83. Try to be interested with her interests. Girls would really appreciate a guy who makes an effort to blend-in with her hobbies.
84. Make time for her. The time that you give her is very important for her, and as much as possible any disturbances should not be an option for you or else she will feel taken for granted.
85. If a girl hates someone, her boyfriend should probably not talk to them.
86. A good way to make a girl mad is not trust her when she’s being honest.
87. Walk her home after a date, she wants to feel safe. Even if girls do not say it, they want to be walked safely to their homes. Doing this as a gentleman would be a very big thing, especially for girls who just observing you if you can really take care of them.
88. Girls love it when the guy doesn’t take long to reply and keep the conversation going.
89. Girls want to feel that your proud of having them. They may not tell you but sometimes they want you to show them off to your family and friends.
90. Treat your girl right, or someone else will.
91. If a girl laughs at a guys every joke, she likes him.
92. Don’t make her say something repeatedly. This manner would really pick something on girls, and if you keep on asking her about something for the 3rd and 4th time, it just shows and means that you are not interested and not listening carefully to what she is talking about.
93. Girls know when a guy is lying.
94. Girls are way too forgiving. Don’t take advantage of it.
95. If a girl says your important to her, its true.
96. When girls hold their boyfriends tight, they never want to let that moment go.
97. Girls remember little things the most.
98. When a girl is being serious, listen to her.
99. When guys tell something meaningful, girls treasure it. Your evocative words that catch girl’s attention would really last a lifetime in their hearts.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

My life is fucked up I can't find the point of living anymore nth I could do to make you understand me I had tried so hard n yet the outcomes still the same when will you understand me when will you reliase all this that I'm doing it nv seem to be enough for you I guess I can't give you what you wan I just a failure in life in studies in every thing I'm totally good for nth I can't wait to die now because I don't find a meaning in life anymore

Thursday, August 1, 2013

It's a sin

I'm sorry that I can't provide I'm such a loser I really am guess it really a sin to be poor. I some how knew all this would matter already but no choice I really suck as. Boy friend sorry
I guess time it's up for me money can't buy me happiness but certainly it does . I'm sorry for myself n sorry to you

Friday, July 5, 2013

In peace

Only when someone's dead then people will understand it I left notes in my phone notes do read it