Zoukout?

Was promised to a last dance but didnt had it I keep quiet about it i felt sooooo sad stress tired of life i freaking smoke a pack of cigg which i dont even smoke i really wonder by doing all this will you give a damn shit about it? I really dont think so you acted like nothing happen i mean yes you said thank you? was it for the sake of saying it or what i dont know... i thought i was having a good time but eventually i didnt i was just there to relief myself from reality !