Baby please dont go away

Well i bet you dont know that im kinda upset that i been treated but im trying already i really miss you so badly but i doubt you wanna see me like this i know it really hard and im been really hard on myself i been losing my appetite shrinking no mood for anything i just wish you were here by my side just understand me will you i am really asking for too much but if you were not working this way would i be like this think about it man i been holding back my emotions for far too long i tried i give lots of freedom and time until i really exploded then you just walked away from me... i know i fail at trusting its always been my fault for all this when you read this or if you dont i would really appreciated you to give me time be my friend n not just walk away from me