here's a season to be jolly

Hmm you sure this season to be jolly i doubt so when u cant spend that joy with someone special... i thought that this year would be the year that i could celebrate it with someone special but apparently not happen in my life now...i mean i cant wait to share this joyful season with that special someone its gonna be such a great memory for me......i totally have not moved on but still trying looking at the rate you are going yeah u had already moved on in life glad for you but hope that you aint hurt in the process of that.. Im always here will be and always be

Try - Pink

Ever wonder about what he's doing
How it all turned to lies
Sometimes I think that it's better to never ask why

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

Eh, eh, eh

Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy
Even when it's not right

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

Ever worried that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by by by

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try

You gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try

what to do?

what should I do? stay strong move on? Be weak and get kicked?

Never quitting

Some days i feel like shit some days i cant give it my all some days i just wanna quit... Its ok im still standing here waiting for you.... times like this may be tough but im still here waiting on you

Where you go?

 Wishes we made together

 A for?

Where are you when i needed you the most where had you go too? remember the times at Chinese gardens?  remember the times we spend the whole day together talking about everything? Why dont you miss me? this memories are always running through my mind... if you are reading this do tell me that you miss those times too...P.S I Love You

December

This time of the year should be a time where people laugh and celebrate n be merry but not for me. this time of the year is the worst time of my life i can say that for now maybe . been losing everything so dear to me and obviously that party knows about it but doesnt cares much about it being there for her ups n downs really made me happy but it aint my fault for being emotional about all this because i dont see much effort... yeah you have now you Ex to get back to what about me ? It not like im the one playing with girls you know i did my part already... December please pass really soon its killing me already

Zoukout?

Was promised to a last dance but didnt had it I keep quiet about it i felt sooooo sad stress tired of life i freaking smoke a pack of cigg which i dont even smoke i really wonder by doing all this will you give a damn shit about it? I really dont think so you acted like nothing happen i mean yes you said thank you? was it for the sake of saying it or what i dont know... i thought i was having a good time but eventually i didnt i was just there to relief myself from reality !