Useless

i feel damn useless cant do a two shit about anything just using words to express myself but deep down inside i dont know how long more i can go like this i really wanna give me my heart but part of me is super afraid of whats gonna happen next thinking of going away now but will it be good to leave you at your lowest point and let you die alone i doubt so i know that i cant give you the happiness that other party have gave you im sure i just dont know a shit about relationship it up to you all to teach me about it i thought i was gonna be good at it cause i have heard lots of story and was there to help well now im in the situation myself and i dont know what to do i give am too weak for all this no point crying emmett you are weak just so you know