Unintended

I can cry to no one now i guess none of you people out there knows how it feels like to be like me....yea u tell me that i can have a better one out there im better off with someone better...but had u everything that if i was with u. U could make everything better so that i dun need to hold on waiting for that right one no need to
tell myself that that girl likes me but she dun seem to care much about it... i am angry with myself for not doing thing right well guess being to nice to someone is a sin but its in my nature. u try means n ways to make me stray away from you but do u know by doing that i makes me even more jealous about stuff n makes me wanna hold on to you even more just saying i know i should just give up ... i dunno how to do... plz just let me die i wanna die asap no point in life anymore no point i wont get what i wanted anyway im just waiting for
hades to call me down just waiting for that moment where i can really close my eyes n forget about the world!