Time tells

Time really teach me alot about you like what kind of person u are and what kind of friend you are...well im maybe its just me for being stupid letting myself getting into you life ruining my own life giving up my time for you and all that really matters was you didnt feel a shit about letting go of me i understand where i stand now totally...

stupid me

Tell myself that i love you but all i do is hurt you make you angry n all im seriously sry about it i shouldnt had started all this but guess time cant be reversed

whats the point

You act like you care but you are just acting like you care cause you feel indebted well if you really feel so i would rather you dont care about me that much then i love you though but i hope this thing goes both ways i always say you have many people to talk to i mean you have alot of option to choose i can name them i really can im not that dumb i dunno what is going on with my life now i just feel so helpless right now... you ask me to slp i know right tired of talking to me liao ask me faster go slp so you no need to entertain me any further i know everything that you are thinking always tell me no thats not what i think but i can tell its what you are thinking just that you dun wanna tell me n hurt my feelings i rather you tell me im annoying you so that i can fuck off from you

ah i give up

go ahead talk to the other guy for all you wan im just a stupid guy that was always dumbly helping you in life i brought this upon myself screw me!

I Fucked things up

I fucked myself up in life in possible way n thing i do i really dont quite understand why is life so unfair towards me where i found someone i really love n she likes me back in return but we are going nowhere and its like i cherish every single moment i had with her just dun quite understand why am i so treated this way tell me whats life? i really wonder. Im always feeling empty inside no one to love or being loved in return.. this situation came but kinda confuse the fucked out of me that made me think so much i really wanna kill myself already like literally kill myself

pain

You dont know that you are the only person that can mend my heart now is you nvm just play along guess im  just a guy looking for love cause im always feeling so empty inside

No Shit

nevermind about how or what im feeling you totally dont give a shit i know im just being stupid about it guess i gotta leave this wonder team my life just suck seriously or maybe its just me sucking at everything im doing
its all my fault my fault nvm i fine now just kick me aside im not needed anymore

Job

Guess my job is done now you can have fun n not feel so sad n awkward anymore doubt im useful anymore..

eh whats happening?

So whats going on now? heng luan lehs haiyo are we tgt or not tgt?

positive side of living

Well things are going smoothly for me now aleast i aint thinking as much as last time...Hopefully it remains like this so that i wont feel anything again I will last i know that there so much more in life...thank you giving me your time =) hopefully u feel how i am feeling right now

whats running through my mind?

erm I also dont really know whats happening right now? Maybe time will tell eventually well guess im always still there for you no matter what wont say much maybe im doing it behind you supporting you... Hopefully you appreciated what i did aint much but aleast it helped?

not your problem

haha I guess you are happy that im not gonna bother you no more and you are happy that im fucking off from your life thank you for the time and thank you for breaking my heart nah im fine im fine

Meaning to life

Now that i found a new meaning to life its not about you anymore i gotta move on i tell myself that i thank my friends for talking sense to me making me feel so much better he told me that why do you wanna waste your time on this instead you can make your life more worthy on planning on your future n move on cause he says that the right girl will come at the right time well now all i know is to focus on cheer studys n hopefully stop thinking about all this i wanna be a stronger person! Booya Life is much better now!

separate ways

lets go separate ways so i wont be annoying the fuck out of you n you wont be always on my mind i will quit cheer thats final!

cant tell anyone

I know now deep down inside you hate me. its like why is this guy bothering me so much can he just stfu n move on with his life can he just fuck off from me i dont wanna talk to you.. I hate myself for doing this im really sorry about it.. if i dont like you i wouldnt had spend so much time out with you. You should know it by hard im just a weird Guy with no one to love n no one who loves me back. i gotta stay strong

guilty

Im really sorry for making you feel this way i didnt know that i would turn out this way...im feeling so bad right now how can i sleep when i see you drowning yourself in misery while i just can sit behind this screen n rant to myself i really do care about your feelings more then mine please dont do this to yourself please i shouldnt had started all this its really my fault for making all this shit happen... i now have no one to turn to but this boring internet source

sleepless night

i really cant sleep at this point of time im thinking too much seriously too much

complicated

Im so confused just to confuse about everything i dunno whats happening... having a war up in my head a very terrible one a war that makes me have sleepless night having alot of thoughts rolling around my bed until im really worn out n thats when i really can sleep u dunno how i feel towards you.. there just something special about you every time i see you it just brightens up my day im serious you really do affect my mood alot u really dunno about all this i did wanna tell you because the only thing u will say is oh scorpios are emotional go ahead follow the horoscope while i shall follow my own way of living

my bad

I was really my fault for you feeling this way im truly sry about tonight im sry bitch

move on

telling me that there are more girls out there waiting on me that i can have a better one... but do you know that a guy like me really takes very long for me to let go of you? Im not the average kind of guy that just like a random girl n if i fail i just forget about it n move on. NO! Im not that kind of guy if i really think u are worth my time i wont let go of this yeah there might be alot of pain i have to go through but all this just makes me stronger n stronger each day when will you think that u are meant for me n that u wont hurt me cos u are just giving yourself an excuse n making me cry over it!

Unintended

I can cry to no one now i guess none of you people out there knows how it feels like to be like me....yea u tell me that i can have a better one out there im better off with someone better...but had u everything that if i was with u. U could make everything better so that i dun need to hold on waiting for that right one no need to
tell myself that that girl likes me but she dun seem to care much about it... i am angry with myself for not doing thing right well guess being to nice to someone is a sin but its in my nature. u try means n ways to make me stray away from you but do u know by doing that i makes me even more jealous about stuff n makes me wanna hold on to you even more just saying i know i should just give up ... i dunno how to do... plz just let me die i wanna die asap no point in life anymore no point i wont get what i wanted anyway im just waiting for
hades to call me down just waiting for that moment where i can really close my eyes n forget about the world!

tore apart

well i still do love you alot i can deny this how can i just forget about all this that happen n just move on in life in such a short period of time i just can get over you... well i do respect your decision though cause you are still you and you just turned 18 i know you want your freedom... it been a really great time i spend with you i really hope for a chance in future thats if u really think i am worth it for you

How i feel

The only think on my mind is you. i wanna tell you that i love you i wanna let the whole world know that i love you i dont care about what people say or what they do all i wanna know is do you feel the same as i do?

Stronger finish

im not gonna be this emo anymore i see this emo shit as a stupid way to live my life... well life can be boring at time but yeah y not make it more interesting instead theres lots of things to do out there.. i can read up more on my marine life or maybe just learn how to surf or do things thats more interesting then just to emo around like a retard n cry to everyone... making me feel like a stupid kid that always sulking on something that i done wrong... life will nv be the same it is anymore... I will make it a more interesting life... even though i know im about to die.... well life short treasure it nv give up on what u always wanted !

move along

like what it says even when your hope it gone move along:

Move Along!!!

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinkingWhen you fall everyone sinsAnother day and you've had your fill of sinkingWith the life held in yourHands are shaking coldThese hands are meant to holdSpeak to me

When all you got to keep is strongMove along, move along like I know ya doAnd even when your hope is goneMove along, move along just to make it throughMove alongMove along
So a day when you've lost yourself completelyCould be a night when your life endsSuch a heart that will lead you to deceivingAll the pain held in yourHands are shaking coldYour hands are mine to holdSpeak to me
When all you got to keep is strongMove along, move along like I know ya doAnd even when your hope is goneMove along, move along just to make it throughMove along(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along(Go on, go on, go on, go on)When everything is wrong, we move alongAlong, along, along
When all you got to keep is strongMove along, move along like I know ya doAnd even when your hope is goneMove along, move along just to make it through
When all you got to keep is strongMove along, move along like I know ya doAnd even when your hope is goneMove along, move along just to make it through
When all you got to keep is strongMove along, move along like I know ya doAnd even when your hope is goneMove along, move along just to make it throughMove along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)Right back what is wrongWe move along(Go on, go on, go on, go on)Right back what is wrongWe move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)Right back what is wrongWe move along(Go on, go on, go on, go on)Right back what is wrongWe move along 
Just Move along XD lifes gonna be much more wonderful !

excruciating pain

good time spend at sentosa well it was really good... until you tell me about what u did in the club n what u gonna do with that guy just this matter is painful enough well i know that you are young well maybe u should just go ahead n play n i should just die down n sit back n relax? im very confuse seriously~~!