If only your knew how i feel

Whats to problem man you used to care about me what made u stop caring tell me which part of me stopped you! I wish you would just ask how am i sometimes! You messaged me like you care but actually you dont cause i can tell it from the way u treat me before and after the training! would you just tell me anything so that i could just stop wasting my time n stop thinking about you! Yes i like you what u wan me to do i cant hide my feelings well enough Im sry but can you aleast show me a little bit of concern then just giving me the cold shoulders on the mats! You're making me seriously confuse about my life you know ! If you are reading this please just let me know how u feel so that i could stop all this shit!